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Chaos  

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FWAH!

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 15, 2008, 2:37 AM
  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: City of Flickering Destruction
  • Reading: What I just wrote
  • Watching: The Computer Screen
  • Playing: Teripets, Wajas, Verpets
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
YEY! V-Day is over! :3

Sorry to all of you out there who go bonkers over V-Day, I just see not reason for all the hype. I mean why the hell do people go nuts over being romantic on V-Day? Is it not just another day? Ir it not just another number marked on a set of even larger numbers? Is love not show daily between lovers and toward those who care for each other be it family, friend, or lover? Meh, just my opinion I suppose that and I'm in one of those creepy thinking moods of mine.

Here's a thought. Has anyone ever looked into a mirror and wondered what it would be like to see the world through someone else's eyes? I often do that. I often wonder how many people and creatures alike view the world. I also happen to be one of those strange people who will stare for hours at the night sky, thinking of the past, wondering about the distant future. Has anyone ever seen Gundam Wing? Has anyone ever noticed what the Space Colonies are?

The Colonies in Gundam Wing are just highly modified Space Stations large enough to support vast cities. I mean sure they have an AI System which forms the weather inside the Colony but.... Think about it. We current have a Space Station up there! How many more years will it be before Scientist design a workign Mobile Suite? I know it will not be in this current lifetime, the next maybe? That leads on to another thing I often think about. Reincarnation.

I believe in it. I strongly believe in Reincarnation, what else would explain some of the things I dream about, some of the things I just know. How else would I have known things about my Peter if I had not known him before at some point? He has told me before of how freakishly accurate I've been with things that he'd never told me about before, things I had no previous knowledge of. How would I know unless we've met before in the past? How would I know for something he did, something that's classified as being "Out There" which, in turn would mean it isn't normal.

You know, this is a very strange thing for many to read I'm sure. I don't know, I'm just feeling very strange, very abnormal even by my own personal definition of the word. Though these moods of deep thought are rare, those who have known me long enough do know that they often awaken creativity which has been locked away, lost within my mind. Oh! Next topic! Multiple Personalities! Is it possible to have them but, not have MPD/DID? I've had many Doc's tell me I have MPD/DID but, I do not trust them, I will never trust a Doctor again. Never, not after what they did to me with the Adderall.

That is another thing... Aren't Doctors supposed to know what will hurt you? If so why then, do they prescribe medications that often kill people? Why then, did my Doctor try to kill me by forcing a chemical imbalance that has forever altered my eating habits? That forced insanity upon me and forced many friend I had from my side. I was a Beast, a vicious blood-thirsty Beast on that stuff. I lost myself to it and thinking back it scares me. All the stuff I did, all the stuff I could have done to not only myself but, to others as well.

The past has come and gone, nothing about it can be changed, the future however is a clean slate, I intend to leave my mark on the world somehow. I just pray that the mark I leave is one of a pure Being and not a vicious scar left to the claws of History Textbooks in schools to come. I thank you all for reading this, for putting up with my random thoughts, I welcome you all to my Mad World be you friend or Stranger! Congratulations, you survived a small look inside my head and at the thought that race through it.


-Chaos-

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19.... No seriously I am...
  • Current Residence: Fl
  • Interests: EVERYTHING! Until I find something I don't like! ^_^;
  • Favourite movie: Bambi..... SHUT UP! >.<! I watched it for a year straigh when I was three... I know every line
  • Favourite band or musician: TDG! Drist, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Aerosmith, Bad Religion, Blood Hound Gang, Freeze Pop!
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Jpop, Jrock, Classical..... Basically... Yeah no rap... no Pop... *gags*
  • Favourite artist: Dunno Yet
  • Favourite poet or writer: Too May To List
  • Favourite photographer: Dunno Yet
  • Favourite style of art: Digital Art...? *Glances to her Sketch Book then Huggles it* I'll stick with pen and paper.
  • Operating System: I dunno
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod Mini!
  • Shell of choice: Kitten's Paw!
  • Wallpaper of choice: BLAAAAACK!!! With lots of blood! ^___^
  • Skin of choice: FUR!
  • Favourite game: OKAMI!
  • Favourite gaming platform: ....?
  • Favourite cartoon character: Dante, Virgle, Mira Trunks, Sephiroth, Sesshomaru, Itchi, Kyo(SDK), Kyo(FB), Edward Elric, HEERO YUY
  • Personal Quote: I'm Not Mean.... I'm Just Viciously Playful!
  • Tools of the Trade: Whatever I can get my grubby little paws on! X3

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Devious Comments

~InuPete:iconInuPete: Jun 25, 2008, 7:12:36 AM
I thought you enjoyed talking to me though Jess, and if you remember you told me to call you the next day after we broke up you did, i didn't realise that us talking nearly every day and night was harassment i thought that we loved each other clearly I was mistaken, but if you are happy with josh then I am happy for you but I don't want to never to be able to talk to you again, can we not just stay as friends please and its been clse to 3 months since we broke up and I'm just confused that me calling you ment you hated me so much, the reason Ive been a bit annoyed jess is about 1 weeks before you broke up with me you left me 2 voice messages saying how muhc you loved and missed me and also i gave you $50 because you were worried about your car payment yet you knew you were gonna break up with me because we didn't talk for about 5 days and then you just suddenly ended it. thats why I found it a little strange, but please don't let this be the end of us compelety can was at least please remain freinds?
Peter
~xXChaosDemonXx:iconxXChaosDemonXx: Jun 22, 2008, 9:18:01 PM
Hm, could it be the fact that you HARASSED ME ON THE DAMN PHONE NIGHT AND DAY!? To the point where it pissed me off enough to want ot ignore you for the rest of my life? You ever stop to think that maybe when I said; "I'll talk to you when I feel ready to" actually had some meaning behind it? Leave me alone please. Thanks.

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*Insert Witty and Catchy Text Here.*
Oh hey!! What's that!? [link]
~InuPete:iconInuPete: Jun 15, 2008, 1:43:29 PM Mood: Anger
Hey CHAOS! its me any reason why I have died in your life?

Just discarding me like I was nothing, things don't just go away and die.

What do they do you ask? Now that would be telling
~wolvesaredabomb:iconwolvesaredabomb: Jun 4, 2008, 9:41:00 AM
Hey Chaos! Its me Negative! ^^

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Where does Nesquik take you?!

Screach:
...... The toilet.

[LULZ]

If you cried when Deidara died, copy and paste this into your signature
~HolyCrapoly:iconHolyCrapoly: May 19, 2008, 7:43:00 AM
CHAOS. :heart:

I b spamming ur dA! :typerhappy:

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Ufufufu...
=Arekins:iconArekins: Apr 14, 2008, 4:46:05 PM
Lol <3 Thanx for the watch! (:

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N e v e r t o o l a t e
~Shakora:iconShakora: Jan 30, 2008, 9:12:33 PM
Thankies for the watch Chaos! :3

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If you can stay calm, while all around you is chaos... then you probably haven't completely understood the situation.
~AliceinWonderland123:iconAliceinWonderland123: Jan 27, 2008, 6:22:40 PM
You've been tagged! Check out my journal and get started!

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Why so serious?
~AliceinWonderland123:iconAliceinWonderland123: Jan 2, 2008, 7:26:32 PM
Happy '08, darling!

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Why so serious?
~WindupFruitcake:iconWindupFruitcake: Dec 27, 2007, 9:21:57 PM
CD! Manda misses yooou. D8; :heart: :glomp:
~Wind0succubus:iconWind0succubus: Dec 25, 2007, 7:40:16 PM
Merry Xmas jessy -snuggs- hope you had a good one
~Cirvihi:iconCirvihi: Dec 25, 2007, 5:05:51 PM Mood: Christmas Spirited
*Spazzes* MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! *Snuggles* Draco loves you!!!

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~Eye of the Dragon~
~AliceinWonderland123:iconAliceinWonderland123: Dec 25, 2007, 2:35:29 PM Mood: Christmas Spirited
Merry Christmas, Chaos darling! I luv you! ^^

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Why so serious?
*queen-dedede:iconqueen-dedede: Dec 24, 2007, 4:18:24 AM
:B Thanks for the faves, comments, and the watch

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[Ziltoid:]
You have not convinced mighty Ziltoid,
I am so omniscient; if there were to be two omniscience's
I would be both!
Prepare yourselves for the subjugation!
~Ferris-Wheel:iconFerris-Wheel: Dec 20, 2007, 10:36:10 PM
If A Fat Guy Grabs U and puts u in a bag, don't worry I told Santa I wanted u 4 Christmas!
Send this to 10 people u care about including me!
SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL YOU LOVE.
1-3= Not So Loving..
3-5= Uhh...
5-6= People like you
6-7= People luv you
8-9= Damn People ADORE you
9-10=YOU'RE THE BEST! EVERYONE LOVES YOU
Merry Christmass

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"OK NOW! We don't need to go all rock band Wiggles in here!" ~ My sister xD
~Firefly08:iconFirefly08: Nov 26, 2007, 1:02:31 AM Mood: Love
*impish grin*

Hallo Chaos, dear.

I figured out the friends thing. *squeals with joy*

<3<3<3

Heheh! I am really enjoying Deviantart at the moment. <3<3<3

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~Fiery Kitteh of DOOM
~militarymarinebratt:iconmilitarymarinebratt: Nov 21, 2007, 4:09:26 AM
haha it seems like u have an amazing personality...lol...and thanx for the friend add and wutnot...i have put up a bigillion more since u left the comment haha...iv been a busy photographer lately hahaha anywho...take a look :)

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Friendship is like peeing on yourself: everyone can see it, but only you get the warm feeling that it brings.
~Aisha-Neko:iconAisha-Neko: Oct 4, 2007, 5:49:09 PM
*super huggle* you have been hugged!


Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

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Rawr, I have no siggy >...>

f3@r my l77tness!
~Cirvihi:iconCirvihi: Oct 2, 2007, 7:47:16 PM
*super huggle!* You have been hugged!



Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!


Cirvihi luvs joo! <3

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~Eye of the Dragon~
~AliceinWonderland123:iconAliceinWonderland123: Oct 2, 2007, 7:01:21 PM
*Jumps to the top of the page*

Just had to say, though I've said it before, I love your artwork. Much better than mine. But, I'm working on something big right now.. for Hibon.

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Why so serious?
~xXChaosDemonXx:iconxXChaosDemonXx: Sep 30, 2007, 9:21:36 PM Mood: Love
XD! Thankies Kossie!

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I'm not mean... I'm just Viciously Playful!
~koskosneko:iconkoskosneko: Sep 17, 2007, 12:39:04 PM
*super huggle!* You have been hugged!

:blowkiss:

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

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I get yelled at if I say I'm a terrible artist. ^^; So I won't say it. I hope it's just fully implied. :heart:

98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this in your signature
~zimandgir7:iconzimandgir7: Sep 13, 2007, 4:12:36 PM
Yo chaos its me rosebudgabe from teripets.
Can you say hi to every one for me...

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And when you think that we played it out,
We come from the bottom and knock it out,
Look for a reason that you have to start,
Acting like a friend but you are not.